conflicting!

I noticed that I've been writing less and less. Its just that so much has been going on I just don't have the time to think of what to write.
So far, everything has been absolute bliss, I've never perfected my life until it becomes whole and be in this such contentment before.
But now this whole thing is a new feeling, I knew it was there.

Whatever that may come, I pray that it won't ever end.