Blame me for everything!

i am cruel.
i am cold.

but its just something that i must do.

for myself.

im not being selfish or unkind.
its probably the smartest thing i ever did.

nothing u do will ever change my mind.
its not about u or anyone else.
its ME.

dont lose your way because i left u.
because i couldnt be bothered about anything else right now.
im in so much pain.
so please let me be with myself.

things change.
i changed to be who i am now.
not because i have someone else.

everyone is hurt because of me.

theres nothing i can do to change this course.
nothing will ever be the same.

sorry to tell u this now after a month.
i am after all to be blamed for everything.